February 2012
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breathe. and trust.
breathe.
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267.
i haven’t truly felt emotions in years. between drinking, using, and other self destructive behaviors, i masked any and all emotions that dared to try to form beneath the surface. but 267 days into sobriety and i’m starting to feel the emotions i hid for so long. this week i am saying “see you soon” to some amazing friends. to an amazing family.
they welcomed me into...
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i’m running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction. i’m trying but the canyon’s ever widening in the depths of my cold heart. i’m searching for a hope that’s tucked away and i wonder- do you hear me, can you see? i’m yearning for shelter and affection that i never found alone. i’m searching for a hero to ride in and save the day. but my “prince charmings” have been momentary lapses of...