i haven’t written to you much, especially not on here, but recently you’ve been on my mind a lot. you have always been mine- the one thing that no one was allowed to come anywhere close to touching. but i wonder, if by keeping you silent, i have smothered you. if i have lost you all over again. if i have clipped your wings.
sometimes, my heart hurts when i think of you and when i try to write to you, the words get trapped in my tears. but even in the midst of missing you, i pray that you know the depth of my unwavering love for you. it was all for you. everything that happened- the secrets, the pain, the fear- it was all for you. you hold my heart. forever and always. i love you.
